Another Death on a beautiful night

Tonigh we call it quits

I cannot say why

Every word that comes out is misconstrued

Maybe I should run away



All the feelings I ever felt for you

They cannot just fade away

People say love so true

Never fades away...



So tell me, please, What am I to you?

Relay to me why this has to be and why I've gone away?

I hope to see you again, and hold you close another day

I cannot tell you what to do, but I don't know why I can't stay



On a lonely Saturday later this week

Will we meet again?

I will play my hardest just for you

Maybe start this over again



And then again, maybe I am totally wrong

Maybe this mess is unfixable

I thought that maybe with u it would last long

But instead this situation turned wreckable



Tonight is so beautiful,

Stars are shineing bright

Maybe I will see a shooting star and wish for you

I doubt it though, what can i do?



Tonight is time for redemption

Time for me to die

Take every hurt you have been through

With them, let me fly



Saddly this must come to an end

The afterlife, you choose

Maybe I will meet you again

And then agian, maybe I'll never fly high.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I just needed to get some feelings out.  Maybe the more I do this, the less I'll hurt. And then again, I doubt it.

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Christine Smith's picture

Wow...i hope this one wasnt about something i had done to you...im so sry if it is (was). nothing as beautiful as you should have to feel this way. i am too weak to be your cure...but i'll die trying to make your days better. love ya!!

suzie pelzer's picture

Hi Joel,
wow- this is absolutley amazing. i'm sorry ur hurting so much. I really do know how it feels to have ur heart broken. i wish there was something i could do to help ease ur pain. if there is anything u need- let me know. and keep on writing, u rock!
Love ur friend,
~Suzie