Insomniac

Tonight I am restless

Tired but not asleep

Too many things to do tomorrow

Too many thoughts in my head



Memories are overtaking

I am losing my mind

With no lights on around me

This hall is so dark, and I feel blind



You tell me to go to bed early

Just so I can go and get up late

Nothing happens in the morning

So what if I am 6 hours late?



You can call me to wake me

At a quarter past ten

And I'll tell you I am sickly

When I'm feeling fine



I guess right now I'd rather be driving

Getting away

This house seems so empty

Without anyone but me awake



I'll yawn every minute

Watch the time start to unwind

Still there will be no sleeping

No, not tonight



Pictures of you

And memories we have

6 hour phone conversations

Forgotten lines



If today were a week ago

We'd just be getting off the line

Today is a new day

Yet I still feel fine



Insomia is taking over

No more sleep for me tonight

Memories and Pictures surround me

I cannot forget your sleeping face



Each time I fall asleep

Another memory erased

There will be no more sleeping

I don't want to erase your face



Maybe that song is true though

Sleeping we are never alone

Although the house may be silent

Everyone is home



Maybe tonight I will sleep for an hour

Just to pass the time

Or maybe "tonight I will fall asleep now

Because that brings you closer to me"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Tonight is restless and I wanted to write about it and the lil thoughts goin through my head.  I need a lil stuffed animal or something to hug goodnigh so I can maybe finally find a peaceful rest.  I should just sleep till Friday comes around and then sleep through Saturday, drive all day Sunday, be at your house Monday afternoon.  Sleep seems so pointless compared to having a nice talk with you. (Don't take anything I said here wrong..."I agree with you" still applies)  **The quote in the poem is from Matchbook Romance "If All Else Fails"

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