This picture is all and only tan,
a neutral color, an earthy tone,
an off-white darker than eggshell.
Khaki.
This shade will soak up slightly more light
than it would if it were white,
reflecting less and making the room
just a little less bright.
The tone is consistent across the frame
on all sides and in the center,
either the lights are on,
or unblocked sunlight shines
through a nearby window,
or maybe it’s just the flash,
ensuring that the photographer’s shadow
makes no appearance on his or her blank statement.
The paint is satin, or semi-gloss.
It must be an indoor wall,
with a skeleton of two by fours,
thirty six inches on center.
The wires running inside are either white
or yellow if a kitchen or bathroom is on one side.
Somewhere outside of the frame
there is at least one electrical outlet.
The texture tells me first
that this wall is new enough
that lathe and paster haven’t had time
to sag and crack and bulge
from the shifting of an aging building.
Second, from the minute bumps
and valleys, it would appear
that paint makes the shade
on some wall, and so there must be a floor
and a ceiling, and other walls attached.
A drip of paint here, a painted over speck,
a seam in the dry wall.
Someone was not a perfectionist,
and this is not a million dollar home.
Nevertheless, the mysterious painters
were proud of their work,
and the “mudder” of plaster before them,
and the dry wall installer before them,
and the carpenter before them.
Maybe one or two men
did all that was necessary
to turn an empty space
into these 2 dimensions of grey
which are 3 in real life.
No damage is seen, and the color is uniform,
fresh paint, probably laid on in two coats
by a roller with sponge, judging by the way
no brush strokes are seen.
This layer is young,
whether or not it hides other layers beneath,
and protected from the sand-blasting elements
which would make paint peel and fade.
There are no tiny holes in the wall,
tell-tales of nails that used to hold pictures,
so this picture-less wall has been so
since before this coat of paint
was applied.
Where there is one wall, there is a room
and where there is one room,
there is at least one more,
unless of course the bathroom is open
for remodeling or in disrepair,
but this wall is too clean to be
in a place with a bathroom
that has no walls.
The texture of this wall would make
easy footholds for spiders to climb
in search of a place to hang their trap
and scurry back down out of sight.
The proverbial fly on the wall could land
though easily seen she could stand
sideways, glancing in all directions
as she consumes single-celled prey,
leaving all sorts of bacteria in her wake,
and listen to the conversations
in sound waves bouncing off
this flat and barren space.
Not many people like their wall to be tan,
perhaps the denizens of the room with this wall
cannot choose their own tint,
or haven’t yet decided on a change,
or found supplies.
Maybe they just really like tan,
but neutral colors are standards
for rental homes and apartments.
Of course, if walls could talk,
this wall could tell me what I want to know.
How long has it been there?
Who sees it these days?
How many kicks and scratches
and holes has it endured?
Do pipes run behind it, or only wires?
Is there a family of mice?
What about cockroaches?
Why would someone take a picture of you anyway?
But this wall is as silent as it is blank.
It stands unapologetically mute,
the worst kind of witness,
the best kind of confidante.
One question can be answered,
at least to some degree.
Why is this wall her?
Why, to separate.
A room from a room,
a place from a place,
a home from a home.
Whatever happens on the other side,
we cannot see from this vantage point,
and through this picture cannot here,
though from where the photographer stood,
all but the quiet sounds could be heard,
muffled through the layers of paint,
paper, rock, and wood,
and possibly fiberglass
insulation.
Tan.
The color of skin baked by the sun,
the color of shorts cut in the style of Bermuda
in Dockers commercials,
or Gap ads in magazines.
The color of the sand under bare feet.
The color that speaks of leather
being made ready to sow into shape
and sold for someone to wear.
The color of chocolate pudding
that isn’t chocolate enough for me.
The paint covers up seams and screw indentations
made by special drills, or at least special bits,
designed to sink the screw
only just enough below the flat surface,
but not enough to punch through
the paper covering the gypsum.
Undoubtedly, there is plaster over top
of dry wall tape: the best way
to make sections of dry wall
seam seamless.
It dried and was sanded,
the dust swept away
before it came time to paint.
But what about when
the wall will come down?
Destroyed slowly or over time,
even the best work of human hands
will slowly fade or crumble.
Just the same as ruins of ancient
long dead civilizations,
this wall will be overgrown
by wild vegetation.
The shingles of the roof above
will fail unless replaced
and water damage will leave
mostly just the wooden boards behind
until the nails rust and snap apart.
That of course is only if it doesn’t burn first,
or is knocked by sledgehammer,
or bulldozed to the ground
to make room for the next improvement
of the space where only vegetation stood
so long before a city grew
to plant this unknown room
on roots of poured concrete.
Even a picture of a wall
is worth a thousand words.
my train of thought:
dang.
holy crap.
why is this sooo long!?
...oh.