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Nagging
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Apprehension That, you are gone
I am all alone;
Though, sure of your love
Just, those silly thoughts
Keep wandering through;
The dreadful word, 'infidelity'
Echo again and again
To disbalance my normal routine;
My mind can't think a way out
From this underground
I cry aloud for a soothing song;
Please do sing with me!
I have many scattered, idealistic thoughts on infidelity, guilt, conscience, morality, humanity, lust, and love, and frankly, the whole mess is still unresolved in my head. I have temptations all around, and, to date, have resisted giving in to any of them, but have flirted with the idea of cheating frequently/occasionally (depending on the time and the man tempting me) during my ten year relationship, but I fight with myself over it- because the act of it would be fleeting, and the repercussions would be life shattering. Very hard on me because I truly love my husband and I don't know why I still lust after other men with such fervor and have much guilt over the dilemma... any insight Joy? :-)