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Disintegrate
As I ride down some of these streets,
I swear I get these images of you in the passenger seat.
It's dauntingly haunting how your taunting me constantly.
I'm caught up wondering if you still want me.
But just know that this road isn't as lonely as I may seem to show,
So slowly I'm lowering my guard,
Growing out of these scars.
Soon I'll reach for the stars.
I'll be reaching out for you,
Or maybe I'll be too proud to.
Either way, it's okay, cause I'll say,
"I knew I'd be strong enough for you one day."
Then you'd ask me to stay,
Honestly I don't know if I'd say okay,
But maybe we could fillet these feelings.
Tear down these low sitting ceilings.
The only thing I need to know is that life goes on.
As I sit outside over my lawn,
I gotta think if it'll be okay when you're gone?
I don't know, but I see the breaking of the dawn.
Right or wrong, black or white,
Love and war, that's what I carry that dove for. I'm sure if you ran into me now you'd be sore cause you wouldn't know if you could get your foot in the door..
Because when one closes, another one will open.
What could've been would've been great, but I can't stay around and wait..
At least not for too long cause I'll disintegrate.
