Gut Punch

 

"The Truth

 is in the behavior",

 He said.

..and That is One

 of the phrases

 I repeat..

And honestly,

it's one of the reasons 

I still honor him,

with a pit in my gut

and disgust 

with a rising burn 

to my heart

that he was harmful

 to me.

 

 

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C03ru135c3n5's picture

There is so much emotive

There is so much emotive truth and wisdom in this poem, from the title right down to the poem's last word.


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ugh

that pit in my stomach is a physical memory


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redbrick's picture

That line about truth living

That line about truth living in behavior really lands hard. I feel the same mix of respect and ache when wisdom comes from someone who also caused harm. it’s indeed a gut punch to carry both at once, almost like swallowing one's own medicine. 


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oh my

I can still feel that gut punch re-reading this piece. It's amazing that even after years of healing those physical sensory memories are still so strong. 


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