Tears Show My Fears

I'm sorry I have to cry

Sorry I feel like I want to die

I can't help how I feel

I wish my heart wasn't part of the deal



Sadly it is part of me

From it I can never flee

When someone who was in there so deep

I find out of them I can't keep



I want to shout "NO FAIR!"

Or act as if I don't care

Instead though I shed tears

To the surface comes all my fears



I hit depression

Sadness is my only expression

I want things back the way they were

The way they were before he met "her"



I feel like she's taken all I am

She moved in on him quiet as a lamb

But as mean as a lion

And now inside I am dyin'



But my insides are seeping out

And my lip forms a pout

My eyes are red and burn

Cause she took what I yearn



I have no right to wine

Cause he truly wasn't mine

I wish though he was with me

So my heart again could be free



When and if that time will happen

I know my heart will mend

Till that time there'll be tears

With them will come all my fears

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December 30, 2005

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