Now I have to decide
If it's still best for me to hide
Keep myself unknown to him
So he won't judge on a whim
Perhaps being an unknown me
Will be the best way for him to see
That it truly is worth a look
Inside of this open book
That is a very good reason
To keep IMing into season
Allow him to get to know the real me
Before I allow him to see
If after he knows who I am
And he decides the door to slam
I will know that he was fake
And the decision is mine to take
I will surely move on
After I know he is gone
An unknown me I will stay
Until it comes to that day