here i am, waiting again
i am where i've always been
is this how it's destined to be?
i remain patient
while you tell lies to keep me.
As i wait and wonder,
hope, sometimes pray,
that this will all see the light of day,
rather than fade away.
You keep your distance,
I drift further from where i want to be.
why is this all so hard?
open your eyes so you can finally see.
when i feel i've made a step closer,
reality only pushes me further,
and i am almost gone.