Barely hanging on to what we are
The frayed thread has been stretched so far
Years can’t be erased so easily
Maybe for you, but never for me
I’m in this fight alone I fear
A ghost in the ring who has yet to appear
Your eyes are dead, your touch is cold
A broken vow to have and to hold
I meant what I said to my dying day
You threw in the towel and walked away
Shattered and splintered, alone and afraid
But what about the beautiful sons we made?
My empty stomach mirrors my heart
Because you’re searching for your brand new start
How can you just say goodbye
Turn and leave and watch me die?
Was our lives so lacking in joy for you?
To these questions the answers I wish I knew
Slowly each day my strength starts to fade
How much longer will I sleep alone in the bed we made?
Your happiness is all I long to see
I just wish it would have included me
I hate this limbo I want it to end
Maybe I’m too late to make my amends
Whatever you choose just always know
I’ll set you free if you want to go
To see you happy that’s the price I’ll pay
But I meant what I said when I said to my dying day.
I'm cut by the vulnerability
I'm cut by the vulnerability this poem proposes... very well done.