there she sits in the dark wondering why the light blinds her so
knowing that the solitude only makes her anger grow
wishing that something could take the pain away
hoping some day to forget the things that get in her way
shining bright is the sun outside her window pane
seceretly shes wishing it would only rain
nothing she does makes it seem any better at all
stewing in the back of her mind with no hope at all
silently screaming wishing someone would hear
pretending its ok so nobody has to fear
its amazing how pretending makes others believe its all right
while inside she suffers day after day and night after night
trying to forget she clings on to the love she has
desparate to let go of the horrible past
wishing she could forgive and forget at last