Why cant you love me?

I know that sometimes I may seem rude,

by telling everyone to leave me be.

Sometimes my jokes may be too crude..

and my style attracts too much attention to me..



I know that sometimes I dont try,

and my makeup runs down my face.

I know that sometimes my hair doesnt look right;

I know that these words are probably a waste.



I know that I wear a lot of black;

I know i stay quiet most of the time.

But, I can make up for all the things she lacks...

I can make your heart beat with mine.



What does she have that I don't?

I'll change if thats what you wish.

But I heard she pushes you, and i wont.

I carry the sweetest kiss.



She is made up of lust and nothing more.

I could try to be what you desire.

Im a virgin..im not a whore..

But I dont know if 'whores' are what u wish to aquire.



Now, if only you knew how my heart beats..

while u sit a row away.

Simply, keeping your eyes from me...

as I search for words to say..



**Why cant you love me?**

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was about a crush I had in like the 11th grade I think?

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