hidden jade

I walk alone through tunnels of darkness.

It almost feels as if I'm dreaming.



Blurry visions of the fighting appear,

yet...i see nothing.

I'm not even here.



I'm constantly somewhere else.

It's as if my mind is spinning and will not stop.



Silence.

That is all that I hear.



If I speak, my words...they mean nothing.

In the halls, you walk right through me.



I could hit you with a random object..you'd feel nothing.

How can you love someone you dont even know?



I stand still amidst this spinning mess.

You could bury me alive and I wouldn't notice.



Im all on my own now, ignoring the bullet's tempting gift.

God, just help me keep my sanity.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wanted to escape... I was partially escaping in my own way, but also partially still in shock from all that had happened.

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