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Dear Cam
Dear cam,
Hey how are you?
The time goes by so fast.
I was just wondering what you've been up to...
since i've spoken to you last.
It's crazy how you turn away,
when I try to look into your eyes.
I have some things I need to say,
i know you dont care but it never hurt to try.
Those things I said about you...
I never should have said.
But you said things too...
but never mind now, that is dead.
I'm sorry for ending everything...
I miss you so bad.
The hours we talked on the phone about everything...
make me so sad.
I remember chasing you through the mall...
I miss seeing you smile.
I miss feeling myself begin to fall...
I was happier than I had been in awhile.
Were you just afraid to speak to me...
or did you not feel the same as I?
I gave you chances repetitively...
but at last, I let it die.
Along with that note crashed everything we had...
disaster was in those words i sent.
When you keep walking, it makes me mad.
Why must you pretend?
Can you honestly look in my eyes...
and tell me nothing is there?
If you say 'never' its only a lie...
Those feelings we have to share.
Maybe you do feel nothing...
maybe you do hate me.
But I...I do feel something...
Let me know, will you...please?
aww, Jess. I think you should do the whole friends with benafits thingy now. I mean you need to be happy again. You need to, well, be you again. So give it a shot, you never know what might happen.