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what you've done to me (old)
I lived my life with you always on my case.
It was always the same old story; you were always in my face.
I was the worst child in the world, yet i was the only one you knew.
never never never was i good enough for you.
You had your men, i had myself...what do you mean i never smile?
Oh, I think i'll go "whore around"...im only a 14 year old child.
When i leave, you can keep my most expensive things for yourself.
You can pretend im not around and replace me with someone else.
When i claim im a christian, you can condemn me and say im no such thing.
You can torture me with photographs and tapes when i'd sing.
Let me know you love me by telling me that your little girl is dead.
Dont let me come over when its not your time, because it will cost extra for me to be fed.
Tell them all that its my fault and that i have no reason to be this way.
Dont mention your mental abuse, just tell them every mean thing i say.
Be sure to tell me i'll grow up and wont amount to much.
Dont tell me you love me or give me hugs, i might think you care if we touch.
Why dont you get your story straight...who hurt who first?
If i end up hating you, who will hurt the worst?
If i quit school will you be ashamed to call me your own?
Would you deny me your love if i moved and left you alone?
I hope you're insanely ecstatic when you break my heart then leave me be.
I hope you enjoy killing me.
I'm sorry i failed you...if i could be someone else i would.
im not sure if its right for you to run away...i dont know, maybe you should.
Sometimes i wish you'd drown in the tears i've cried for you.
I think of breaking every single promise that i've ever made you.
mother mother your dee dees gone.
yet your still having fun.
all along ive been a foolish little toy.
you've killed every ounce of me that once contained joy.
Smile with your hands full of green...
Smile in your expensive cars with your clothes so clean.
smile because you broke your babys heart, the baby you once adored.
shes trembling and shes crying but you done this on your own accord.
Shed rather die than live without her mom but yet you still shove her away.
I'm done killing myself so you can feel happiness, i have nothing left to say.
