Immunity

I'm telling myself that i dont love you.

My heart is disagreeing.

Now that you and her are through...

I feel a familiar feeling.



It almost hurts as bad

as the day you let me go.

This need makes me mad

So much that you dont know.



I dont want you back on my arm.

I'd be ashamed to kiss your lips.

That taste...betrayal and pure harm

sends pain to my finger tips.



The last time that i saw you

our eyes met and you shot me down.

I knew then that your love was never true

and nonetheless, she had your crown.



Sometimes I question why you even wanted me.

I never handed you my innocence.

You stood guarded, lock and key...

and left me waiting in suspense.



I look at the girls you've had,

then I look into this mirror.



They gave all...I gave a simple kiss,

but somehow it still brings a tear.



I dont want you anymore,

yet I'm bound in your memory.

My heart is locked..I've shut the door.

Don't even bother finding me.



You want friendship, I say no.

My heart still pleads loudly.

I'll simply stab it until no blood flows.

Now....

You can't hurt me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

And, I did just that. I made it to where he could never hurt me again. This was to Ryan.

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