I'm telling myself that i dont love you.
My heart is disagreeing.
Now that you and her are through...
I feel a familiar feeling.
It almost hurts as bad
as the day you let me go.
This need makes me mad
So much that you dont know.
I dont want you back on my arm.
I'd be ashamed to kiss your lips.
That taste...betrayal and pure harm
sends pain to my finger tips.
The last time that i saw you
our eyes met and you shot me down.
I knew then that your love was never true
and nonetheless, she had your crown.
Sometimes I question why you even wanted me.
I never handed you my innocence.
You stood guarded, lock and key...
and left me waiting in suspense.
I look at the girls you've had,
then I look into this mirror.
They gave all...I gave a simple kiss,
but somehow it still brings a tear.
I dont want you anymore,
yet I'm bound in your memory.
My heart is locked..I've shut the door.
Don't even bother finding me.
You want friendship, I say no.
My heart still pleads loudly.
I'll simply stab it until no blood flows.
Now....
You can't hurt me.