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Crazy
I hate my life,
I can't stand to be in the same room with myself...
I've fantasized about slitting my own throat,
just to see how it felt
I don't go to church anymore,
nor do I take the time out to pray...
I've abandoned God as he's abandoned me,
on every mother fuckin day.
Fuck the world...just like it's fucked me in the past...
I mean...why does it seem as if everything goes against me
Why do I feel like turning even my best friends
into minced-meat?
I'm angry all the time, I just feel like I'm about to erupt
I've got my own issues to deal with,
I don't care about war, AiDS, or if the Mayor's corrupt
Yes, I'm fuckin' crazy, dillusional,
and I think my mom said I fuckin' lost it
Whatever that means...I'm fuckin' psycho, nutso,
and a goddamn asshole
Let me be a jerk in my own little world;
with dark clouds, gunfire, and my mold-ridden castle
I'd really hang myself, but it'd go too fast for my preference
Plus, I'd leave an ugly mark on my neck,
kinda like a rope-burn necklace
I think I'd rather just live...
since I fuckin' enjoy the suffering and pain.
Hi I am 14 years old and your poem really got my attention. I know how you feel, seriously I do. And dont think just cuz im 14 I dont know what the hell im talking about. Ive tried cutting myself because I have alot of problems but what Ive realized is that suicide is the cowards way out. Maybe you may not think that way but no matter what happenes or how you feel just always remember that your never alone in any situation. You may not aknowledge this poem do to the fact that im so young you know the what does she know thought in your head shes only A child. But im A child who knows what shes talking about. And who loves to help people!