How do you begin to tell someone
something that can't be said?
Like how you love being friends,
but wish to be more instead.
How do you let someone know
of how much they mean to you
without saying the "L" word
because it's something you're afraid to do?
How do you say, "I love you as a friend"?
How do you say, "I love you as a brother"?
How do you say, "I love you in a way
that I've loved no other"?
I want to be the air you breathe,
be the dreams you sleep.
I want to be your perfect smile,
and be the tears you weep.
I want you to want me
to be the one who you awake to see.
I want you to want me
to love you unconditionally.
And I've tried so hard to climb your wall
that you've built to hide behind
so I can share your pain and dispair
and hear the thoughts that haunt your mind.
Brick after brick tumbles away
the closer I become to you,
but somewhere in the process
there's something I forgot to do.
I didn't stop standing gaurd
on top of my wall I've built in the past
and now I've lost my balance for you.
I'm falling out of control and falling fast.
My arms are reaching...
For what? I don't know
I can't catch myself
so falling faster I go
I can no longer save myself
there's nothing I can do
except hope you climb off your wall
and pray to be saved by you.
- Finished November 10 / 2003
Jerry...That one is amazing. You say you write so people can relate. I can REALLY relate. I love reading your poems.
You're right, it doesn't flow well. But as to the beginning, where you're asking how you say that to someone who is your friend, when you know the answer to that, please let me know.