Lost in a maze of invisable walls
I've seen more than my share of falls
It's so hard to believe there's a right track
for with every step forward, I take two steps back
I am here, I am there, I am nowhere
I'm running in circles hoping to get somewhere
but I can't tell up from down, left from right
Don't know when to defend myself and when to fight
When I call out for help, my echo is all I hear
Why am I so afraid when there's nothing to fear?
I'm begining to confuse reality with my dreams
Why can't anything be as simple as it seems?
Just to escape this confusing maze of nothing is my goal
but when all you have is a shovel, it's hard to get out of a hole.
- December 11 / 2003
This is how I feel more often than not.