I trust in my God
This is not the end
But a beginning of a new chapter.
I will do my best to learn and share
All the ‘gifts’ from this.
I will be making mistakes,
I will struggle,
I will not be perfect, never will be.
And I will not be enough
Because people would always ask for more,
Because there are endless demands
In this world.
But this shall help bring out the best
And the worst in me.
I will know better about myself and my God.
Even in impatience and anger,
In loneliness and desperation,
Grace shall be given, and all these
Will bear good fruits.
Good fruits with many potent seeds,
Sown to flourish for eternity.
And I will have the calming stillness
Knowing that I am not waiting,
Trying, crying, hurting, resting,
Thinking, sharing, laughing, smiling,
Caring, loving and living
In vain.
Because I made You smile.
Let me have enough time
And space to work well,
To live healthily and peacefully.
Let no man, noting, intrude
Our ‘quiet place’ for each other.
Should I be shaken in fear,
Overwhelmed with worries and
Distracted by inessentials,
I would be needing Your help.
Be my Guide, my Refuge, my Fortress,
My Healer.
Keep me still…
Let them know that You are my God.