It was raining.
Terribly alone.
Busy day.
Fucked up day.
BAD DAY.
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I cried for my brother
...for every abused child in the center...
…for my friend…
…for my mom and dad…
and for myself.
I cried for my accomplishments
...for every effort that I have exerted...
…for my failures…
…for my mistakes…
and for my dreams.
I cried for all the times that I cried
…for all the times that I tried…
…for all the hurt I kept deep inside…
...for I was getting tired...
And I am really tired.
Tired of crying for nothing…
And crying for everything…
And I cried some more,
For the things that never were,
And for the things that are yet to come.
I learned...
I CAN FEEL.
And I am still thankful for that