People around say you're gone
But when I think about it
No matter what they say
A friend like you
I'll always have
I cherish the memories
The thoughts that we've shared
I feel your presence
Wherever I go
I know you're still with me
Even if you don't show to the others
I still picture you, next to me
Wherever I go
People keep saying I'm acting foolish
I don't care what they think
As long as I have you
You messed up my life
Don't you see
Can't help but think
What I'm going to do without you
It's all your fault
I told you not to go
Why didn't you listen
You never do
But that's what makes you who you are
Don't you see
I need to hear your silly laugh
To see your bright green eyes
To have you as my best friend
Don't mean just the past
I know that won't last
But since that's all I have left
I'll cherish every moment
And try to last through
The guilt that I feel
I could've stopped you
I should've known
I've been so senseless lately
I can't help blaming myself
I know that's not what you'd want
But right now is when I'd need you the most
Why aren't you here
I feel so empty
My mind went blank
I miss your soothing voice
I feel trapped
Without you it's difficult to find my way out
I have questions
But no answers
Sometimes I can be happy
Other times I can't help feeling sad
I'm not myself anymore
But now that I think about it
I probably never will be again
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