you will never understand
the pleasure i get from
soaking myself in the rain
and how i drown myself
into the puddles of her
fading face
solitude is my trusted friend
if not my only friend now that
im shunning my doors to the world
like i did a million times before
you will never understand
the pleasure i get
from indulging myself
to the bitter sweet taste
of my pain
and how i enjoy chewing
my promises and my
broken convictions and
spitting the morsels out
for the world to see
solitude is my dreaded enemy
maybe the only enemy that can
slay me
now that i have again
found the comforting
presence of a gun
compelling
invoking
a little twisted promise
of salvation is just
a pull of a trigger away..
this is amazing..
really
Amazing...hmmm I can't say much more...amazing.