and so i come
punishing myself again
surrendering to the summons
of that purity she showed me
sometimes i want
to hold myself back
urge myself and think
that she is just
a sweet delusion
to my collection of
bitter illusions
i want her to
get inside my truth
but then again i wont
she might lose herself
somewhere
and she confessed things
that wouldnt even scratch
a bit of my respect
things that i have been through
that for me have fast
become mere childsplay
i too am thinking about
confessing the things she knows
that she learns when i
roll into my soul baring scheme
the things she needs to know
and that certain divinity
that has grown to be the
core of our dreams
but then again i thought
id rather not because
if ever some power
from up there forbids
the shedding of the beauty
of this dream
i might drag her down
with my truth
deceivingly masked as a lie
now ask me why
i said id rather burn.