we were lured by the edge
to hold on to it and drive
away whats left of what we
thought were happy memories
we were pushed by fate
to cross a common line
but the blow didnt hurt
instead drew our souls
into a certain harmony
or a dance or a song
which words neither one
of us can comprehend
it is my fear
that the color of that
death chant hovering over
our heads might not be
rightfully ours still
we give our hopelessness
power to reach for it
it occured to me
that if we ever took hold
of that blackness
we may never come back
and then later regret it
i think this way when my
fears whisper such grim
realities in my mind
but my fear is not me
its just a buzzing sound
creating a haze or a blindspot
here inside my head
maybe its my own
subconcious desperate
bid to let me stay
and yours to let your
memories remain here still
although in recurring
coldness
but we are here
still holding on
not growing stronger
least not yet
but it is strength
in itself to hold on
and not let go
this is something that
i think we can start from
nobody ever grows weak
nobody gives in
i wont sink and neither
will you
keep holding my hand
its warmth its comfort
because it is only
when you hold my hand
that i am given the
chance to hold yours
while we both fool the
uncertainty of this
nightmare between us
we will never sink
nobody drowns this time
i wont
and i wont let you