i need to see angels
i wanna talk to them
you were one i knew you were
but that was way back then
why did you have to hold me
i never wanted that
was enjoying all my demons when
you saved me where i was at
alright you gave me something
yes all that i can see
the ghost here is the fact
that it has grown inside of me
why did you have to lift me up
t'was placid down below
where the pounding drums of anger
was the calming drug i know
for a while i thought its heaven
or the subject of a dream
then you my angel went down falling
i didn't do a thing
i kinda blame the other me
conceiving backward thoughts
the day i set you free because
your humanity you sought
no i didn't fight it i
pretended not to care
when i came home i found out that
you weren't already there
i thought you thought it's sacred
'cause i believe it is
you loved me and i loved you back
'til now i still feel this
you wanna know what's breaking me
you wanna know what's hell
it is because i love you still
when i should bid farewell
god i'm sick and tired of this
i want to self destruct
i set myself to live for you
now i don't give a f**k!
now if you would just let me
i want to be alone
but don't be sad and don't feel bad
'cause you're my only home
i need to take a rest now
i'll let all these thoughts end
i wanna see angels
i wanna talk to them