I Want To Talk To Angels...

i need to see angels

i wanna talk to them

you were one i knew you were

but that was way back then



why did you have to hold me

i never wanted that

was enjoying all my demons when

you saved me where i was at

alright you gave me something

yes all that i can see

the ghost here is the fact

that it has grown inside of me



why did you have to lift me up

t'was placid down below

where the pounding drums of anger

was the calming drug i know

for a while i thought its heaven

or the subject of a dream

then you my angel went down falling

i didn't do a thing



i kinda blame the other me

conceiving backward thoughts

the day i set you free because

your humanity you sought

no i didn't fight it i

pretended not to care

when i came home i found out that

you weren't already there



i thought you thought it's sacred

'cause i believe it is

you loved me and i loved you back

'til now i still feel this

you wanna know what's breaking me

you wanna know what's hell

it is because i love you still

when i should bid farewell



god i'm sick and tired of this

i want to self destruct

i set myself to live for you

now i don't give a f**k!

now if you would just let me

i want to be alone

but don't be sad and don't feel bad

'cause you're my only home



i need to take a rest now

i'll let all these thoughts end

i wanna see angels

i wanna talk to them










Author's Notes/Comments: 

of rage and hate, love and betrayal

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