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1. Blameless Ennui My parents fight every day
They they blame it on me
I wish things could go back
To how they used to be
My brothers always instigate
Until we get into fights
I wish that time could go back
About a thousand nights
I watch with my jaded eyes
As my family comes undone
And I just want to shoot myself
With the nearest gun
Maybe my parents are right
Maybe I don't care anymore
If only things could go back
To how they were before
Before I saw them fight
Before I sat and cried
Before I took my life
Before I shot and died
this was during your suicide period? I like the poem, but I don't like the context, youll see that will be a recurring theme. I hate knowing that people I care about suffered...but good poem