Doomed to walk this Earth
Live among these people
Accept their painful words
Cursed
Trapped in this body
With no defense
Except to retreat into oneself
To let the mind take control
Go into autopilot
My life is not my own
Cursed
To run a thousand miles
But never move
To gaze into life
And see nothing
Cursed
To live with Death following
Close behind and never seen ahead
Life all around
But nobody is living
Cursed
To be the only one to understand
Cursed
When I was born
To be me
ok. I LOVE the spacing. makes it very chaotic. I think this one is about your family life. Alot about how steve mistreated you. and having to withdrawl into yourself...and some about how you were repressed. Having to be the housecleaner and the paper folder and never having your own opinion without being chastised for it. But in case you havent noticed, youre not cursed, this life has taught you perserverence and strength in the face of adversity. And youre the better off for it, in that you know where youre going, and that your children will never suffer the same as you.