Forgotten Past

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1. Blameless Ennui

broken images

slipping into my subconsciousness

memories tormenting my dreams



a cold sweat

as I wake with a blazing fever

the pictures blur

receding back into the unknown

depths of a forgotten life



something pulling on my mind

begging me to remember it

I reach out with my thoughts

only to grasp at nothingness

it slipped away again



my head rests against the silken pillow

as my lashes caress my cheeks

the fragmented colors appear once more

making themselves known again

yet fading with the dawn



a certain aspect

triggers the scenes to my eyes

coming to me in my waking hours

but the moment I recollect

I have forgotten

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Sometimes I feel as if I belong somewhere else. Certain things remind me of something that I can't seem to remember fully. Its as if I was taken from some other world and placed here with a clean memory. Something pulls at me when I sleep but I lose it the moment I wake up. Is it like this for everyone?

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William A Rivers's picture

not for everyone. Those people with imaginations that are beyond the norm, and minds that constantly move about and work without an end, can see anything, and everything, in the blink of an eye. Like Deja Vu, it's caused by the brain working far too fast for the rest of your senses to keep up. It could be a novel floating at the door to your consiousness waiting to flow from your hands to the world. It could be a million poems forming and breaking within the moment. It COULD be any of a thouand things, but this one thing is for sure; Whatever you do with it, and whatever comes of it, will be beyond greatness.

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usually its only like this for those of my kind, but sometimes humans are born with those memories. it is not another planet but a different time, many thousands of years ago, before the first ancestor of humanity ever appeared. all humans have them but very few can even remember that they have them. only people like me can remember more fully what happened in the past.