Final Plea

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1. Blameless Ennui

A feeling of helplessness washed over me.

I was in a cage.

It was locked and my parents had the key.

I could see my life on the other side, but I was stuck in the cage

Unable to live it.

Why do I bother to go for anything,

To try and fulfill my dreams?

The chains get pulled and then everything slips away.

Why do I run from all things when they get good?

I�m afraid of loosing them.

How I ever wish I could care about nothing.

Then when I loose it, I would not be upset.

My future�s about to pass by as I�m stuck in this cage.

I can see it coming.

I�ve not prepared.

My childhood is almost gone and my chance to enjoy it has passed.

The cage keeps getting smaller and I have no way out.

I scream out to my friends for help but they just pass me by.

Am I ever going to get out of this cage?

I throw myself against the bars trying to break free.

They don�t budge but instead get closer to me.

Now I�m locked in tight, barely able to breathe.

I�m stuck now and there�s not a road I know that leads to anywhere.

With no light ahead I�ve lost my way.

The darkness surrounds me and yet there�s still this cage.

I�ve finally found an exit.

There�s a button here that says �Self Destruct�,

Nobody is here to stop me, there�s just this cage around me.

I�m screaming and now they�re screaming back at me.

They don�t know what�s going on.

I�m the only one who can see this cage so no one stops to help.

They just pass me by.

They can�t see it!

They�re blind!

How many times have I told them!?

Red flashes in front of my eyes.

That button looms closer.

All I can see is red.

It�s all around me now.

Flashing on and off.

The exit is near.

I can almost see it.

My hands shake as they lightly press the button.

One final scream before I push the button.

Releasing all my rage, frustration, anger, tears, pain, sorrow, love-all of it.

I have no regrets.

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William A Rivers's picture

Your childhood was long and arduous. Your parents never thought in terms of you as a person, and as that time grows nearer that they will have no choice but to accept, they will try and put you back in that cage. Remember, your friends can see the cage now, and we have the keys. Never forget that we do see, and help is but a call away.
If only they could know that cages they build...

James Daniel Darr's picture

My help is always here if and when u need it in any form that i am able to give it
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