the roads are all empty now
and all the winds burn wholehearted hollowness
into the deepest Burroughs of my broken existence
the sides of the passage out of town are flooded
with the limbless remains of frightened humanity
each panicking heartbeat whips and beats
more and more of this life into the drowned abyss
as i close my eyes and slowly drift away into the void
i am burning in the warm rays suffocated between the plastic faces
and i lie to myself
that place is dead and the lies that i tell to myself
are slowly draining the blood and muscles from my frail carcass
as the curvature in the visage is slightly inside out
this verity is shredding me from the interior outwards
if the truth shall set you free in an age where freedom is slavery
then all the birds have flown from the disfigured place
and everything left intact is still spinning with no ground level to grasp onto
the lights flicker violently and then fill the blank mass with calmness
for in this moment just for a little while
the calm of the storm is still smashing against my fragile ribcage
there is a tropical current inside of my soul
more malevolent and aggressive than the strongest level cubed
leaving me abused and stripped down to the luscious bone
in between the open white spaces that jump between the power lines
safety is a shattered glass window
once a large and tempered bay window impressive rich dimensions
there is no happiness in slavery for the unaltered butterfly
that cannot flutter on crippled wings wrapped around the throne
or fly above the swirling skies with weak signals of scabbed imperfect technology
the angels have all been shot right out of the skies
while the words in my head raise the stainless steel to my flesh
take me away on your downward descent
ejaculate me from this cruel cold world
lost transmissions shot down from up high
give no answers or reasons or whys
all is left hanging with desolate abandoned wishes
and the tiny milky clouds still prevent passage to the other side
and amidst the misty silence my words are suffocated
if i prick my finger with the splinter of time
will you remove me from this torture chamber
can i look into your pretty fake eyes one last time
and see your pure and unblemished skin erase all imperfection
can we set off in the sunset with the wind blowing through our hair
and the energetic rhythm entwines the oneness of these two souls
as you dance with me as the last hour approaches
share with me one last definition of ourselves
this is the road trip of our lives
but were not here anymore and there is nothing left
the echoes have turned to suffocating spaces
and the wires have began to split open the baby blue
the rescue vehicles spin fatally with their zooming eyes
as the warn not to reach out in curiosity
or hover against the perimeters of insanity
you can't dance in vain to the beat that's in your heart
but must simply show on the outside what others only can feel on the inside
your peaceful soft breath one last time
as your body shifts up and down while you rest your sick and tired eyes
with frequent twitching to remind you of this unfrequented existence