how does it feel to never have the voice at the other end
even if it just to hear a familiar echoing on what you can do on your own
if the analog transmission become interrupted in the quiet of in between beating hearts
without allowing for the pattern to come to a completion as it was written in the starry sky
through the heavy dragging of the unstable flight of melting temperance
the twinkles that danced vanished without making its usual eviction
wrapped up in plastic destruction
under the melted face of my own glossy echo
unearthened by the underwater compromise of the guttered enchantment
thrown into the tarnished unprocessed underlow of the numbed stream
out from beneath the phoenixed crimison illusions
my illicit sparkling diamonds scratched the envy of your ivory normalcy
and transformed into a surreal charity of open airways of self neglected reflexes
its dismission is more painful when it lingers so brightly with its sharp plastic teeth
forced to entwine themselves into the eccentricity of the blended shadows
and have left behind only the modified shavings of firefly stained memories
and its only the uncertainty of self-salvation
that brings you drooling for the last drops of the watersource
to preserve yourself from your own fears of premature and scathed annihilation