So many times iv wanted to say no
wanted to clear my mind and just let go
as much as I adore you and hold you close
this wall around my heart thickens and grows
im tossing and turning throughout the night
emotional demons haunting me, bluring my sight
fading in the shadows my heart has grown cold
lost and forgotten growing layers of mold
wanting and yearning for something to hold
i need something to believe in
not something to withhold
take the hands from around my throat
let me breath, please remove my coat
open up the windows and unlock the doors
let the air bring freshness
like the scents from the water's shore
the ocean's music will carry a stronger note
as your voice struggles from deep within your throat
let out the missery and despair
open up your mind and sole
as the jigsaw puzzle ends
and closes your inner hearts black hole
Your arms wrap around his neck
as his warmth envelopes and protects
relief washes through you as you see the light
shining in his eyes, for you, so damn bright
knowing everything in the end will be alright
you smile and relax, letting the shadows escape with the night