Gods Toy

I thought that I rose above it all
That my fall was complete
The circle was closed
My grip was held tightly around
The tiny bit of humanity
Angels threw down to me
Just to rip it away from me
Here I now stand dead on the inside
Compassion is a glimpse of Heaven
I closed my eyes as I fell backwards
Trying to remember how love really is
What love really was
Before it became this river of blood
Sit with me for just a little while
See these blue eyes die in front of you
My heart is empty...my soul is dead
And my mind is still screaming
Heaven...Hell
There is neither for me
For I am only God's tiny toy.

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