Our first task (and the longest in terms of
calendars and clocks) was purgation
of humankind's base prejudices and
hatreds: war, first and foremost, and, with it
our frail susceptibilities to plague
and to the cancers that our own bodies
confected in a sort of suicide
plot of which no one's mind could have foreseen,
Then, after that, murder, pillage, and rape;
crimes (grand and petty) were cast out of us
through many generations of careful
selective breeding and informative
courses. The last to be abandoned were
the personal foibles and flaws that lurked
within us and between us to obstruct
the fullest blossoming of our species.
Creation and construction followed, next;
and preparation brought production to
its highest peak and full accomplishment.
The centuries denominated as
the nineteenth, twentieth and twenty-first---
these eras of our ancient history---
had been merely a comic parody
of fully human capability;
and sometimes a deceptive travesty.
So we destroyed their tangled legacy,
and started over, in earnest this time---
which was our time to answer the great call
to "multiply upon and dominate
this world"---a few words a long lost poem,
of which no copy now exists for us.
But missing texts do not provide pretexts
or contexts for failures, reluctances,
or hesitations to the work---
that urge that thrummed through all our flesh's cells,
that quivered in our bones, and seized our minds
like voices rasping dryly in our heads.
All that we had destroyed to clear away,
we rebuilt to a thousand-fold or more.
No cheap sideshows of entertainment or
distraction interfered with, or curtailed,
our concentration on our species' task.
We built up; then we built much further up;
we dreamed, designed, projected and proposed;
collectively approved after debate
and, as collectively, brough into form
for any purpose that we had desired.
The fossilized bones of the ancestral
dead now reposed beneath foundations that
we had raised; those elders---who among us lacked
even the least of their identities;
who had not dared to hope to execute
such plans and aspirations---now reposed
within foundation trenches just as deep
as those that oceans once fully concealed.
Of course, our pride compelled our efforts toward
these goals. The skills and talents we possessed
fulfilled our exaltations of success.
We sought no idols, no priests, and no poems
to spur us on to greater glories for
our satisfaction: we needed ourselves---
our wisdom, artistry, experience,
and full ambitions---only just ourselves:
alone upon this minor planet in
orbit around a mediocre star
at one edge of a relatively small,
chaotic galaxy. By all measures
of which we were aware, we were alone
in all the cosmos, here to demonstrate
the full expression of the very height
of quality in countless quantities.
Ten thousand generations, all long-lived,
had labored with devotion to this great
vocation, to finish the edifice
the monument to our unique and full
existence in this otherwise empty
and vast expanse we called the universe.
So we declared a celebration for
ourselves at this completion of ourselves,
a jubilation in praise of ourselves.
And certain urges---once called primitive,
that we believed we had abandoned---surged
through us and thrummed in us the old desires
that we had not permitted to distract
us from our duties to our glory; but,
we gave ourselves up to them with great joy,
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But during our extremest revelries,
the interlopers' huge vessels appeared
upon our skies; these humanoids (of
much greater stature and intelligence
beside which, in both aspects, we seemed as
mere runts or petty imitators) said---
no, they demanded---that we must concede
to them as the Proprietors of all
that we possessed. They told us that they had
compelled our evolution just for this,
to profit from busy activity
of others on whom they looked down through eyes
that blazed in baleful multiples upon
their heads that look like strange, alien beasts'.
To them, we forfeited all that we had;
they took possession of what once was ours,
and valued even one of these far more
than all our lives gathered into one sum.
Those few of us that they have not yet killed
serve them on petty errands or as clowns,
humiliating ourselves as they wish.
Some of us they have mutilated for
amusement or the curiosity
of how to recombine anatomy.
Thus, I have screen myself from your direct
sigh, for I am more hideous than you
or I can bear. Tonight they will subject
me to another laughing surgery
as I experience the kind of pain
that they impose, the untold agony;
I hope they err and accidentally---
or with a conscientious plan---kill me.
I have no stomach to effect my own
demise: they took my stomach just last night.
Starward