For the boys I’ve loved.

I’ve dated...

I’ve loved...

I’ve lost...

Every damn time I have lost. 

You just break me down. 

All of you. 

You pull me along,

By the magic that you perform,

But that’s the thing;

It’s just one big show!

You say you care,

But what you really mean,

“I want to see you naked”

When you say I’m beautiful,

Your not just saying that to me. 

There’s a million other girls,

And if it’s not a girl,

It’s your own damn ego. 

It’s always about you. 

I have sacrificed everything.

All the broken pieces of my heart,

All the kings horses,

And all the kings men, 

They’d never be able to put me,

Back together again. 

But I can’t even blame you. 

This is my fault for loving.

For trusting...

For giving all of you everything. 

I should have learned my lesson,

But I just continue to fall.

Does love exist? 

I used to believe so. 

Now ,

Well I don’t know. 

 

View janeaustin's Full Portfolio