Despite the constant presence of the flames
that burn as hot as any new star's core,
no light breaks through the clotted darkness here.
The eager fires scorch a relenteless sear
upon the feeling flesh, with no relief.
This is eternity: not less, but more
awaits. I scream a lot, mourning the loss
of how I might live now, but for my sneer
of cold contempt toward the true Gospel's claims.
I am the maker of my own damnation.
No devil led me to refuse belief.
My pride told me that my sort of salvation
had many versions for its presentation---
not just some carpenter slain on a cross.
Starward