hating the symptoms
feeling the insanity
darken my mind
as the thundering beats
turn deafening
threatening the explosion of this
erratic heart
unable to think
unable to breathe
with senses frayed
lost in space
with the blankest of stares
looking almost serene
belying the sickness inside
my consiousness spins in a whirlwind
of confusion
and a stabbing pain pierced my side
someone hand me my
required dosage
before i pass out
and die.