Before we met
I almost don't remember
Life was different
there was a time when I was calm
Stress free, tear free
I don't know where thats gone
Too many events have changed who I am
But all of that started
when you and I began
I scream, I shout,
angry, and tired
These are all I can find to describe my life
At times I wish you out of my mind
Its hard to decide though
Is it time to change my life
I won't take it back, live with no regrets
But I wish I had never woken you up
that darker side of my mind