Numb, so very numb, and yet, I feel everything…
I find no peace.
Your betrayal lies heavy on my tongue, sour with a hint of sweet.
Is that what she tasted like?
Your free-will and eagerness enslave me in sorrow,
My heart is pierced with each stolen release.
Your reassuring lies violate my trust and my virtue,
I am a whore through you
Your calculated hiding in plain-sight enrages me,
My craziness was your alibi.
Your truth fills me with heart-breaking imaginings,
I am flayed to my core.
Your remorse sickens me with spite,
Regret is easy once your sated.
But I am trapped in my love for you.
I want to hate,
to wreck,
to flee,
To find someone safe,
someone new,
someone not you.
And yet, I love you still.
Despite everything, I love you still.
I fuckin love these
I fuckin love these lines
"Your betrayal lies heavy on my tongue, sour with a hint of sweet.
Is that what she tasted like?"
:) you are a good writer robyn, all these years as friends and I had no idea!
Much Love
Ashley