"17 Years"

17 years of sorrow

And you pretend

That Im okay

And this isnt the end.



But Ive taken all

My mind and heart can

And I refuse to

Do it all again.



I wont sit by and

Watch myself die

No more bleeding

And asking myself why.



I wont let you

Put this all on me

Or stand by and

Not make you see.



That Im not one

That can be bought

Be your trophy?

I think not!



You spent 17 years

Fucking me up

Now Ill spend 17 more

Trying to reconstruct.



With pain and sorrow

My heart is filled

What youve destroyed

Im trying to rebuild.



Why cant you see that

Theres something wrong

Im fading away and

We're almost gone.



I cant let you

Pull me down

You need to realize

I wont always be around.

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honey811's picture

I felt such strength in this poem and I can say it was really good. May God bless you on your journey and give you all the strength you need.

Kris Grula's picture

this is so sad and I can relate my father wasnt around much and when he was it was only to make false promises...but eventually you will have to forgive even if it seems hard because in febuary my father died....and a week before he died he asked me if i forgave him and i said no...I never got to tell him i forgave him and I can only hope he knows i do...try to wqork that out hon...because you never know what could happen.