I was outside this morning
Watching the sun come up.
And i kept thinkin about you.
About how i wanted you to
Draw me a picture.
A picture with reds and blues.
With greens and purples.
With blood and tears.
Shed from me and you.
Something that would be great.
And be remembered forever.
Something I could cherish.
And know was mine forever.
Something that could make me smile.
Even while im crying my eyes out.
Something that i could hold
Against my heart to feel yours.
Something that i know could save me.
Even when im so close to letting go
When im down to my lowest point
And death is the favored option.
Then i glanced at the sun again
And was blinded by its light.
But my eyes didnt begin to hurt
Instead i saw a picture.
It made me cry and smile
And i realized that
The picture i thought i needed
Was already mine forever.
You have already drawn me a picture
Not on paper with a pen
But on my soul
With your words.
damn this was amazing you poured all your emotions into it damn good poem