"Never Existed"

In times like these

I look to friends, all though

Most have gone and deserted me

I feel alone and confused

Betrayed,&,Betrayed

Betrayed by my mother

Betrayed by my father

Betrayed by ALL

Why is it I can see this pain with my eyes

Yet none can see my pain,

I feel the earth shake beneath my feet as I walk,

I feel the clouds float above my head

I feel the rain fall and land on me as I walk

As I walk.

I walk to where Im safe,

A place so far no one can see me

A place so far no one can see it at all

A place to myself

Where I am aloud to cry out loud,

And scream for my mother and my father

A place where Betrayal cannot take place unless I betray myself

But to betray myself would be the worst I could do

Because I am the only one who wont betray me

I cant, I wouldnt

It hurts too much to think here in this world

So in my mind I travel to another

I travel to a place where thoughts are everything

Where thoughts are all that could ever matter

And my thoughts are deep and strong

My thoughts contemplate my end

They have a life and being of their own

They take shape here of someone Ive never seen

Of someone who until this day and in this place

Never existed

Never existed

Goodbye to all who never existed

Goodbye to me

For I never existed

Not your eyes

Not in their eyes

I never existed

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Adam Herdman's picture

Damn, that was rough. It's a good poem and all, but extremely sad. I love the words in this and I can't help but get pictures in my head. Very well described. PD17 Out...