In times like these
I look to friends, all though
Most have gone and deserted me
I feel alone and confused
Betrayed,&,Betrayed
Betrayed by my mother
Betrayed by my father
Betrayed by ALL
Why is it I can see this pain with my eyes
Yet none can see my pain,
I feel the earth shake beneath my feet as I walk,
I feel the clouds float above my head
I feel the rain fall and land on me as I walk
As I walk.
I walk to where Im safe,
A place so far no one can see me
A place so far no one can see it at all
A place to myself
Where I am aloud to cry out loud,
And scream for my mother and my father
A place where Betrayal cannot take place unless I betray myself
But to betray myself would be the worst I could do
Because I am the only one who wont betray me
I cant, I wouldnt
It hurts too much to think here in this world
So in my mind I travel to another
I travel to a place where thoughts are everything
Where thoughts are all that could ever matter
And my thoughts are deep and strong
My thoughts contemplate my end
They have a life and being of their own
They take shape here of someone Ive never seen
Of someone who until this day and in this place
Never existed
Never existed
Goodbye to all who never existed
Goodbye to me
For I never existed
Not your eyes
Not in their eyes
I never existed
Damn, that was rough. It's a good poem and all, but extremely sad. I love the words in this and I can't help but get pictures in my head. Very well described. PD17 Out...