Almost every night is the same;
save for moments of lucidity
involving horror or sex,
my dreams drag me to
distant plains where I can
smile, breathe the fresh air,
taste the earth and live.
I'm a regular McCandless
in my night-time travels;
but rather than an undeserved
death greeting me at the finishing line,
I awaken -- dry mouthed and crusty eyed --
flinching at the idea of my daily tedium.
I need to get living, and very soon.
Society probably holds a different
definition of said statement;
but I'd sooner listen to myself
and avoid the ideals of a crumbling
wall of soul-sucking patriots.
To be at one with nature, my pen
and pad, meeting nameless faces
of a hundred soon-to-be friends is
what I crave; but to crave is not enough.
One day soon and not a day later,
I will get there -- anywhere.
Soul-Sucking Patriots
Lines like...taste the earth and live...make me understand how vivid your work is an how vital. Please keep writing to us. I know what each offerind does to you. Poets must poet, they must. I know you will return when life has had at you for a while. It's what we do - we tell life's tales without mercy and with lots of modifyers - Be well and keep writing! ~~A~~