I remember when we met
Back in 2010 I can’t forget,
I was lost in love, cold, bad debt
Then there you stood, olive skin, brunette.
Full lips, blue eyes at red sunset
We locked, engaged, same thoughts I bet!
I gave you all my love, you know?
Even though we took it slow
My heart is yours and always shall
(Regardless how irrational)
We loved, we travelled, a life we made
We married in paradise with hearts displayed
Your smile, your presents a light in me
You beauty and personality
Your seamless ability to live carefree.
My all, we loved “till death do us part”
A future together we did upstart
The cracks, they came I saw the dyke
Strain to hold back your visard dreamlike
I tried to support the weight of all
To help hold back the waterfall
I saw you hurt and felt you’re pains
I mapped your tears, and heard your chains
Crying out, screams bloodstained
Broken dreams, and unexplained.
You ask for aid, request betrayed
Begged to heal, prayers were made.
As our love began to fade,
You pin you hope on a sharp flick blade
I reached out to hold your hand
Hold your soul and stop the sand
My fingers grasping could not cease
The pace of grains, to increase
YOUR FALLING THROUGH I CANNOT STOP
You look at me with one tear drop
I CANT LOOSE YOU, IM ALL ALONE!
“Calling for help on my phone”
DON’T LEAVE ME, DON’T DO THIS!
I plea with a gentle kiss
PLEASE I BEG, I CANT DEAL
Kicking away the cold hard steel
You go white, one faint groan
Percaline skin, shades of stone
Warm blood, cold white bone…
Now here I stand by your tombstone
You wanted out, I’m trying to get
Although, I cannot yet
No one is there when I bawl
You took a path that hurt us all
I cannot fill this whole in me
Because It only fits you, my one, my life.