these days pass to slow
hours seem to take weeks
without you it's torture
and im helpless and week
i never knew back then
how much you meant to me
i wish id just opened up my mind
and let my love be seen
the tears you cried for me
were not cried in veign
ive turned around and now i am
reliving all that pain
life is fragile, a gift for the ages
but it can be taken away in an instant
i just wish i couldve done something
i wish i was more persistant.
when they confirmed your death
and told me the news
i thought "no way shes to stubborn to die."
and i wouldnt believe it was true
now i wait in latent depression
waiting for my freedome
im changing comes im falling back
from Gods holy kingdom
see after you died, i felt betrayed
and i havent talked to God since
im greatfull for the things hes done
but i hate him none the less
what kind of God takes his children like that
thats totally not cool
now all of us are feeling empty
our tears forming giant pools
i dont know if you understand
how empty this school feels
because your presence cant be found
none of this seems real
your smile brightned up our days
your laughter stopped the rain
now your gone and all i see
is never-ending pain
i said before i just cant wait
to see you one more time
but its gonna take a while
but our meeting will be divine
so i wait in silent waiting
until that perfect day
i hide inside the darkness
i have nothing else to say
the end