for dana
i sit and wait
till i see you again
but thats gonna be a while
because i m not dead
your sister is fine
i know you know
im jelouse as hell
but that i wont show
as long as shes happy
thats all that i care
shes lucky and im happy for them
though my words and actions dont compare
you know i love you both
if not now more than ever
but i had to be dumb
there shouldnt have been any other
i cant help but feel
that your death was my fault dear
i know i couldnt do anyting
but i feel that if i could youd be here
your ashes within glass containers
make me feel defeated
i shouldve tried to set you free
now my faiths retreated
all i can think about with you was our life
poetry, science, and grammar alike
you always smiled never showed any fear
the last day i saw you, you smiled and dissapered
when i found out from the messenger
the day after you died
i damn near killed him on the spot
but i just hid out and cried instead
Dana you owned my heart
i know you know
i wanted to end it all to see you again
but i know how eternity goes
just to see you one more time
living and happy again
i would give up eveything
i still love you my friend
i sit and stare at the moon
and hope that your ok
if not please tell me
or at least try to find a way
my dreams are always open
just wake me up right away
theni'll remember your words
and show happiness throughout my day
to be continued