I am growing in the worst way
Not like flowers
or love
More like brown ivy creeping
up the wall of a
shattered house
My nose grows round,
eyes askew,
lashes split,
brows unruly,
jawline straight
I am growing in the worst way
Every wall of my bedroom becomes
strangely reflective
Reminding me of every
bitter contour
of my shadow
Until I can only walk straight in the dark