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No, I don't want to end up some old woman whose bitter and gone mad 
but it seems like here lately everything hurts which keeps me so sad 
I never really let my feelings show - on the outside 
yea yea I know Its all about that pride 
but it hurts all the same - tired of all of these d*mn games 
just once in my life, I want for someone to love me 
and not just use me as a fill in for company 
get my hopes all up in a frenzy thinking 
I will no longer be a victim of envy 
tired of planning and coordinating other peoples weddings 
while all along praying to God for my own nuptial blessings 
such beautiful liars, with their selfish desires and constantly rolling tires 
thinking I've stumbled upon The One 
just to realize that to him I'm just for fun 
I hate the pain of being rejected 
Or is my faith being tested 
I tried to wait and stop all access 
just to get all caught up in his caress 
Oh how I'm such a beauty and a cutie 
all you want is to lay and play with my booty 
just a bunch of jerks, low down dirty flirts 
adding more and more to my already damaged heart 
would love nothing more than to give a good kick right in your middle part 
go someplace else for your dessert 
you have no idea how much this really hurt 

lsr 2016