I looked upon the sky one night,
And saw a lonely star,
So I made a wish with all my heart,
And sent it very far.
I'm at the end...I cannot go on,
And the pain I can bear no more.
Some will say...it is extreme, a sin...to end ones life,
Yet to go on...I've not the strength,
Less my lover...my best friend...my wife.
There is another I have lost,
The pain, the guilt so bad,
My sweet son, how I've let you down,
As an example, a friend...your Dad.
I say how sorry that I am,
But I deserve no amnesty,
So, you see the wish...that I made,
Is for you both to just forget me.
You expressed your emotions and thoughts very well in this. Although it is very sad, I truly hope that things work out for you and get better.